Depression is a serious and common and serious medical illness which negatively affects on a person. It causes feelings of sadness and loss of interest in activities once enjoyed. It can lead to a variety of emotional and physical problems due to avoidance of family members and special friends. It can decrease confidence of a person.
Now a days, the race for earning money, competitive and board examinations in all over the world which creates stress and result depression. Depression is also caused by several reasons such as family problems, problem in marriage life, boy friend girl friend relationship and many more reasons. Unemployment is one of the main reasons of depression which is a silent killer. Girl friend boy friend relationship and problems in family and marriage life is also main reason for depression. When the person is depressed for a longer time then it leads to suicide attempts. If any person fail in examinations, family or marriage relationship and got a job then he goes to depression.
I am also suffered depression for two years due to jobless. When completed my B.Tech then I hope for better job.. Then I got a job in Rudrapur worked as a production engineer. All the family members including parents are very excited for my job. Each family member was congrats me for my job. I worked in this company for three years and left due to recession which creates negative effects on my life. Then I come to home. When all the family members know about me then starts ignoring me. Not talking with me and also not invited in any family function and results I am much stressed. Then I came to know that family members not help in emergency conditions. Parent helps me in this condition. I tried my best and done several courses for getting a job. After two to three years I was fail in getting a job. Then I am suffered with depression which affects my life. I lived alone in my room and did not attend any social gathering family functions. If I visited in family functions then also feels alone because any one not interested to talk with me. The family members also insult me in the function thus I am angry and fights due to stress. That’s why I am not visited any functions. But I am tried to get job and continuous failed in interview. During depression, the confidence of a person decreases. Friends also ignored in these conditions. I lived two to three years alone in a room due to depression, crying and thinks about suicide which is permanent solution of these problems. Only parent favored and helped me in this emergency condition.
Due to ignorance of my family members I am not expressed to anyone. Then I started blogging which decreases my depression and increases my confidence. I started blogging in WordPress.com and made a website for my blogs. Thanks to my blogger friends which helps me to promote blogs and increases my confidence. Thus I am become freelancer and provide blogs to several clients. After that I will not talk any family member and friend but formally visited in the family functions. Now I am struggling for getting a good job. Sometimes think about suicide but I am fighting with challenging problems. Avoidance of friends and family members are also main reason of depression during problems.
Thanks again to my blogger friends and clients for giving a work which is the main reason for increasing my confidence.